We publish a selection of the mail received
and your comments are most welcomed.

Ayrton Senna: His eyes and his smile are still in our hearts
and will be there forever... All my love and respect for the
driver and the MAN.
Cheyenne

Today is the 9th anniversary of Ayrton's death. It is a sad
day for Brazilians like me and for all the fans of Formula 1.
It took me 4 years to be able to watch a race again after Ayrton's
accident and it was never the same. And I have been a Formula
1 fan since 1978.
I still remember how he drove in Monaco in the middle of a
thunderstorm with his Toleman. He should have won the race, but
officials decided to suspend it when he was about to pass Alain
Prost. I remember his first victory driving a Lotus in Estoril...
a perfect race. I remember when he won in Sao Paulo and the crowd
literally carried him on their shoulders. I am sure that was
the highest point of his career.
I still remember the way he conquered his four championships
despite Jean-Marie Balestre deciding to hand one of them to Alain
Prost. Our Sundays were never the same after his departure. I
still remember when I turned on the TV on that Sunday morning
and listened to the astonished TV announcer saying that Senna
was injured. He could hardly control his tears, just as millions
of people around the world. The image of Ayrton being assisted
by the medical crew is still in my mind. I went to a soccer stadium
one week later in Brazil and the crowd chanted "Senna, Senna..."
for 15 minutes. Many were crying.
Ayrton was not just a great driver. He had passion. He was
generous and knew exactly his role in this world: to bring joy
to all racing fans... And to make many poor Brazilian families
happier.
The purpose of this e-mail is not to compare Senna to any
driver because he is beyond them all. But for those who think
Schumacher is the greatest, I would say two things:
1) I still remember Schumacher celebrating his victory in
San Marino after Senna's death. Strange behaviour, to say the
least.
2) The fact that Schumacher won the last race in San Marino
after his mother's death does not surprise me. That's what he
learned to do: to drive well and to ignore emotions. Schumacher
will never be close to what Senna was.
Glory days when Senna was still alive. Formula 1 will never
be the same. Neither will many of us.
Ronaldo

It will be nearly nine years since the tragic passing of the
best Formula 1 driver of our generation - Ayrton Senna da Silva!
I have been watching F1 since I was nine years old and believe
F1 hasn't been and never will be the same. The era and rivalries
of Senna, Mansell, Prost, Piquet, etc. will be awfully difficult
to replace, if at all. While times change and new, talented drivers
emerge from all over the world, (as Juan Pablo Montoya, Kimi
Raikkonen, etc.) we must not forget Ayrton Senna --- who not
only was a true racing champion, but also THE ambassador to F1.
Ayrton Senna was to motor racing what Pele was to soccer.
(It's just a coincidence that they are both Brazilian.) I, with
probably many others around the world, would if we could, turn
back the hands of time on that dreadful day on 1 May 1994. Unfortunately,
nothing will bring Ayrton back. Nobody will top Senna's achievements,
not even M Schumacher, who is a great driver, but does not come
close to Senna's ability and dynamics.
Let us pay homage to the best of all time -- Ayrton Senna
da Silva. There will never be anyone like him again.
Patrick

I was just thinking on the good/bad things that happened today
and I remembered we're one day short of the worst 'anniversary'
day ever. I still get the tears in my eyes, whenever I think
of him - but I wouldn't want it any different. Time goes by ...
but not the memory ... it's still everywhere inside. And it's
also in my son's name ...
I felt like going on the Net, to distract, to relive, and
entered the Web site. And I just felt like talking ...
Stephan

Thanks for a brilliant site - it is nice to know that in today's
fast moving world some of us still stop and think for a while
- we still remember ... I cannot believe that 9 years have passed
since Ayrton died. I was sitting at work today making appointments
in my manager's diary and just as my eye caught the date 1st
May 2003 my heart skipped a beat or two and I instantly felt
sad. My hero is no more and I miss him.
I sometimes ruefully smile to myself when I see the state
F1 is in today - I am still a fan - Rubens Barrichello and Michael
Schumacher at Ferrari are who I support nowadays - but I guess
a little less fervently than I used to support Ayrton. I often
catch myself during a race thinking I wonder what Ayrton would
have to say about this or that! To all my fellow Ayrton Senna
da Silva fans and to this administrators of this site - thanks
for keeping his memory alive.
Ayrton: "I hope you are at peace with your God - we miss
you".
Gillian

Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today, it was
still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I have made and
would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and
scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to
walk where I walked. Which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth,
back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and
above...
In memory of Ayrton Senna 1994-2003 Always in my heart.
Ivan from Croatia

My name is Mili I live in Montenegro ex Yugoslavia. Here I
am today working in my office and remembering this day 9 years
ago, it was the saddest day of my life. My hero was dead and
never to be seen again waving his Brazilian flag, tragic, sad,
a catastrophe!
Although years pass so fast that one can hardly keep up with
the memories of the past time, my memory of Ayrton Senna is still
here alive and real. So I would like today to pay him a tribute
in remembrance of his life and all the joy that he gave to all
of us, devoted fans.
"I know that you are resting now in God's arms away from
the pain and sufferance's of this world, may your soul be surrounded
by the peace and harmony of heaven." Always in my heart!
Mili

I just wanted to say that as a Brazilian citizen I still wait
for another super-hero. Unfortunately my country has never shown
another magical sportsman to the world as Ayrton Senna da Silva,
o BECO". As a F1 fan I feel that a pilot, a driver like
Senna only appears once. This means that we will never again
see someone like him in motor racing.
In nine days time it will complete nine years of his death
and still I look for a hero. Senna was not only Brazilian, like
me. Senna was not only born in the same town, as me. Senna was
a citizen of the world. Senna was the only citizen of the world.
There will be nobody like him in any sports.
Senna, espero que você descanse em paz onde estiver. Você
sempre será lembrado como um grande brasileiro, um grande
paulistano e um grande corinthiano.
Alisson
2003/05/01

Hi, I am from Brasil, and I'm surprised with this Ayrton Senna
site as it is full of Senna archives. To see this, make me sad
but happy at the same time, because Ayrton Senna left us too
soon. And this lost is irreplaceable to Brasil and to all the
world. We, with good hearts, are more alone in the earth, day-by-day.
Thanks for the tribute to Senna
Bye my friends.
Quinho

I still miss Ayrton Senna! I ALWAYS will... I hope to come
to Brasil some day and sit and visit with him. The face, the
hair, he will be 34 years old forever. TIMELESS!
One thing I hope for. People seem to want to avoid the photos
of his brief "Williams" era. They the love Lotus and
McLaren photos. But to me, I will FOREVER see him in that Blue
and White Williams driver suit. Those colors went BEST with the
color of his helmet. And his Williams-era helmet design was my
all-time FAVORITE! SOMEDAY, I HOPE there will be a book, that
collects as MANY of his Williams-era photos as can be found.
I KNOW there MUST be a LOT! I KNOW there are all "out there",
we just never see them. Put them ALL in a book and call it: "Ayrton
Senna....A Brief Moment in Time". He's gone now. We MUST
cherish EVERY moment of his F1 life, and his WHOLE life.....PERIOD!
Ivan

I had the pleasure of having a personalised autograph from
Ayrton Senna himself right after he won his first World Championship
in 1988. At that time he was in Melbourne waiting to catch a
flight back to Brazil from Adelaide but it was my cousin and
my sister who got his autograph for me. They recognised him and
bought a F1 magazine for him to autograph which he carefully
turned the page until he saw his own photo and signed on it.
I went to my first GP in Adelaide 1990 and was very excited because
Senna's car was the first I saw passing me while I walked onto
the track. The man has touched our lives in different ways.
About the accident, I say that a driver of Senna's skill and
experience make no mistakes (Not driver error). For me the truth
about what happened on 1st May 1994 is not important. The accident
has claimed the life of the greatest driver Formula One has ever
seen and we should just remember that he died doing what he does
best... being first/leading the race.
I don't care how many races Schumacher has won or how many
championships he has, if Senna was around he would whip his ass.
Formula One has not been interesting for me anymore since that
day. I really miss not seeing the famous Yellow Helmet. I guess
if Senna were alive today, he would have been retired by now
but nevertheless it would have stopped Schumacher from winning
so many races.
Ayrton Senna will live long in our memories and I will tell
my children and grandchildren about the greatest Formula One
driver of all time.
Aylwin

Ayrton - Simply the Best forever! F1 was much different because
HE was the difference. Ayrton we never forget you...
Angelo from Italy.

Ayrton is still the fastest formula 1 driver ever. He realised
63 pole positions in 10 years time. With the heavy concurrence
of Prost, Mansell, Piquet and at the end Schumacher!!! This is
a really amazing record and I don't think it will be broken.
It's a shame that Ayrton is dead.
Pedro

I just wanted to thank you for providing this fantastic Senna
site. I'm sure Ayrton is looking down on you thanking you. ;)
I live in Australia and was 10 years old when the accident
occurred. I grew up with Senna and never missed a race. He really
was in a league of his own. I saw the accident live on TV and
my heart stopped... Murray Walker screaming "SENNA, I don't
know what happened there!" will stay in my mind forever.
Seeing Senna slumped to the side in the car was one of the most
disturbing things I have ever seen. Racing will never be the
same again.
Thanks again for the great site!!
SENNA FOREVER!!
Will

It has been nine years now and I still miss the yellow helmet,
the magic, it is gone!! Like Murray Walker said: There has nor
ever will be anyone to compare with Ayrton Senna.
Jan

My Hero, always and forever. I will never, never forget you.
Your spirit lives on in me. Forever in my heart and thoughts.
Gary

In my opinion Ayrton Senna was a super talented and totally
dedicated to his profession that he gave up his marriage in his
early stages of his career just for the love of going racing.
Yes a lot of people will say that you have got Schumacher, Prost
and Fangio who can all claim this distinction but to be honest
with them being great drivers but Senna outshines them all. Ayrton
was a natural driver who wasn't only super quick but was a genius
behind the wheel, making a relatively poor car into a potentially
race winner and that doesn't happen anymore, furthermore Ayrton
drove at a time when the cars had manual hand shift gear changes,
which made them harder to control and handle. If anyone saw the
European GP in 1993 from Donington Park then that will answer
all doubters out there. Senna was Simply the Greatest!
Sid

Senna Rules Still! Truly NO DOUBT about it!
Ville (Finland)

I'm a big Senna fan! And I cried, when Senna has lost his
life. But one thing is true: IN OUR HEARTS AYRTON SENNA DA SILVA
LIVES FOREVER! Best driver forever
Ramona

Hello! I am a 19 years old amateur go-cart driver here in
Russia. So I am really proud, cause I have ever seen Senna. I
have seen his racing. His wonderful driving took a big influence
into my driving style - powerful, aggressive, quick and wise.
Every time when I go racing I pray to Ayrton and then I feel
his help while driving. In my first ever go-cart race I took
the 2nd place. That was the great result for myself. But anyways
there is a lot of work to be done. So and after I finished I
have made a lap waving the Brazilian flag. I always have the
Brazilian flag in my pocket. On the last lap of the race the
tears came into my eyes. I remembered him and thought, that he
looks down at me from the skies and smiles. I still feel his
support from there. I dedicate my first ever success in motor-racing
to Ayrton Senna da Silva. There is no racing driver like Ayrton.
Our hearts are screaming about him. It's a tremendous loss.
Zhukha

I am not big on conspiracy, but do really miss Senna´s
talent on display. Whatever happened, whoever is responsible,
it is just not important to me now. Nothing can erase the man´s
achievements or talent, or how he thrilled everyone with his
drive and skill...
Possibly, he died in the best possible way, doing something
he loved, and still at the top of his talents. Everybody hails
MS (Schumacher), and I do not doubt the man´s talent, but
he is no Senna. Recall Senna and Mansell at Monaco. Are there
two drivers today who could match those last few laps without
"mishap"?
A bump, a crack, who knows? Anyone who loves racing knows
Senna´s talent, and respects it. Is that so bad an end
to a driver´s life? Tragic, yes. My wife still does not
understand why I was so shaken, drivers die, but Senna? It was
unthinkable! How will I explain to my young son who Senna was
and what he did on the track... I will show him videos of amazing
talent and hope he understands that the man died in F1. The way
he raced.
PS. Well done site, in good taste, and most of all, respectful
of a great man´s memory.
DCO
2003/04/19

Ayrton Senna was best racing driver there has ever been on
earth! We all lost a piece of us, I was very sad about Sennas
death. Only because of a failure of the car and the will to participate
in that race of death".
Soren

I became a fan or Ayrton when I was 4 years old, in 1978.
I remember that time, as my father took me to the World Championship
of Go-Kart that was taking place in Le Mans, the town where I
live. I was young, but I still remember the voice of the speaker
saying that there was a great and fantastic young Brazilian driver
on the track, called Ayrton Senna. He finished at the second
place that time, as he got some engine problems two laps before
the end of the race.
From that moment in my life, I started to be a fan of Ayrton.
I followed up all his career in the different categories of sport
cars until Formula 1. When he reached the final top, I was hardly
believing that he would beat the record of Juan Manuel Fangio,
who also recognised that Ayrton was the greatest driver he had
ever met. I never thought that he could meet such a tragic end.
I never believed that his way to successes could be stopped within
one second.
If I had the possibility to do only one and unique wish, if
a fairy could give me one day this opportunity, then I would
say "just let the Champion come back on the track".
There is no day when I do not have a thought for Ayrton. He represents
all my childhood and my adolescence, and his death was the most
terrible thing that ever happened in my life until now. I just
felt broken when I heard he was dead.
Now, 8 years, after this tragic accident, I still cry when I
hear about him. I do not think that a driver can replace Ayrton
within his fans' hearts. May he rest in peace.
There are two sentences I will always remember and that I
try to follow:
"So many things have gone through my mind. I am a professional,
I have a responsibility and I am also a human being. And the
values I have in my life are stronger than any other people desire
to influence or to destroy those values"."Sometimes
you think you have a limit and you try to touch this limit and
you do the better to reach this limit. As soon as you touch this
limit, something happens in you that tells you can go a little
bit further. With your mind power, your determination, your instinct
and your experience as well, you can fly very high".
Ayrton, may your soul rest in peace.
Claire

We are two brothers from Greece. My brother, 35 year old and
I, 29 years old. We were, are and always be Ayrton's fans. He
IS the best driver ever lived in this world and nobody will ever
approach his talent. We feel it's like yesterday that Ayrton
was driving around the circuits... Now he is driving in heaven...
The answer to the question 'Why?' was never given although
we all understand who are responsible .... We are still fans
of F1 racing but nothing is the same after 1st May 1994 when
Ayrton became immortal.. That day will be never forgotten. We
both had the 'luck' not to watch live the racing and the accident.
Next morning, when I heard about it I called my brother. We refused
to accept it.. It took a long time to believe that we would never
see Ayrton racing again. Until now, whenever we talk about HIM,
we can hardly keep our voice not to tremble and still waiting,
in every racing, to see him AGAIN in pole position..
Thank you Ayrton...
Panos

Formula 1 is my life, but it is unfortunate that it has only
been so for the last few years - I never saw the greatest F1
Driver of all times in action. He is Ayrton Senna da Silva!
Luckily, there is someone whose racing style resembles that
of Senna, and that is Juan Pablo Montoya! Senna was Montoya's
hero as a child. Almost every article or magazine I read about
F1 has something about the Great Senna - but I never got to see
him. Long live the memory of Ayrton Senna!
Herman

For me is Ayrton Senna da Silva the best motorsport driver
for ever. First I've seen him in 1981 in Nivelles, Karting W.C.
Later at the Karting E.C. I was able to drive in the same race
as Ayrton at Kerpen-Manheim as a German private international
karting driver . He in one of the first positions and myself
in the the back of the grid, but I was really proud to be in
this race. At this event I was able to speak to him. Later I
studied and then married my wife.
Ayrton was not only the best in driving, for sure he was the
best in social mental thinking. I`m a really pure fan of this
good guy, there is nobody better as him.
Dirk

I have noticed in the video clip of Senna's last moments on-board
his car that the engine cuts and then the wheel just moves straight.
While on TV the wheel on the other side is still turning to the
left then Senna goes straight on. The next thing that I find
is would not Senna of found that his car was handling badly?
And why does the video cut just 1.4 seconds before impact? Did
someone cut the last second of the video because of evidence?
And why did nobody ever hear the radio transmissions between
Senna and Williams? Senna you will always be in my heart and
I will never forget you
Ben

The sun has gone down. Magic is gone. But always when we watch
a race, a huge Yellow helmet is watching from above. Magic means
love. We all love Magic. Magic lives!
Mihai

After watching the on board video of Senna's crash what struck
me was the movement of his helmet to the left side of the car.
This seems to indicate a sudden change in the G forces acting
upon him.What would cause this? Next time you get in a car, put
your hands on the wheel and simulate making a left turn, then
release your grip (A pretty fair reconstruction of a column failure).
Which direction is your body thrown? Also a recent TV programme
spoke of the car bottoming out. If this was the case why did
the car wait until it was half way around a flat out corner to
do so? Somehow it all just doesn't add up.
Don't worry Ayrton, one day the truth will be known!
Martin

Being an F1 follower of Senna and having the privilege of
owning one of his racing cars, l am so angry and shocked that
there seems to be no concrete evidence to link Williams-Renault
to this fatal crash. I am appalled that people can infer that
Ayrton's life-end was one of his own doing, whilst others can
continue with no black mark against them, And all because of
the money at stake and F1's credibility.
Interestingly on the video footage that you supply on your
site, it shows his helmet veering to the left of his body when
the car begins to veer towards the Tamburello wall. This, l presume
would be consistent with the reflexes that one's brain would
tell the body to do if one was trying to 'correct' the car.
Whilst Senna may have been killed by the tyre, the fact that
he was killed on the track and that this fact was concealed to
allow the continuation of the race was disrespectful. Schumacher's
smiling and champagne explosion on the podium became the very
moment that l began to dislike him. It was at that point he failed
to ever exist as a 'great' driver in my eyes.
Ayrton Senna was more than an amazingly skilled driver. He
was l believe, an incredibly impressive human-being, a true man
full of passion and a total speed freak. These are the reasons
l have his car on my wall and why l look at it every day and
remember his 'aliveness' with fondness, have nothing but total
respect for the man even in death and will always admire his
skills above all other drivers of his day and of today.
Enough said!
A smitten fan,
Lara Jan

My name is Herman, I am a 16 year old South African and my
interest in motor sport started only a few months ago after watching
the 2001 German GP. I have since became a huge enthusiast of
Formula 1. Although I didn't watch Grand Prix in the late '80
and early '90, I know a lot about Ayrton Senna da Silva. With
less than two weeks ago until the San Marino Grand Prix, I feel
sad because I never saw the great AYRTON in action.
I read every book and article I can get on Ayrton, but it
just isn't the same. I hope Ayrton will remain in the memories
and the hearts of all his fans! Long live the memory of AYRTON
SENNA Da SILVA
Herman

I just can't believe that Ayrton Senna the legend is dead...I
was six year old when he died! I watched Grand Prix of Imola
that day...when I heard that Senna is dead I start to cry...cry...
No one can be like him!!!
I'm also a cart driver in my country in Yugoslavia, and before
each race I kiss the Brasilian flag with a Senna on it... That
gives me to believe in victory !
And one time again God bless you Senna!
Marko

It is really strange that the thought that Nick had at 15/06/2001
and what Sean believes, is exactly the same I had a while ago.
This thought (bullet), is enforced by the fact that the material
of the visor of the helmet is transparent polymer (plastic).
If it was the strut to penetrate the visor, then it would have
definitely left white shadow around the hole. This happens because
the polymers have plastic properties, which allows the deformation
of the material before shear. Of course the degree of deformation
depends on the polymer (brittle, ductile). That means, the the
strut, before hitting the Senna's right forehead, should leave
its marks at the visor of the helmet as white marks around the
hole.
Further more the weight of the wheel plus the strut plus the
force of impact, would possibly tear the visor at the exit from
the helmet, if not ripping the visor out from the helmet, by
braking its supports at the sides of it.. Instead the parts exit
the helmet exactly from the same point they entered, leaving
just the hole, with no tear marks around it. Is this just a coincidence?
The strut hit the face of the driver and bounced out as it entered?
Was the diameter of the hole measured to be compared with the
diameter of the strut? Furthermore, a bullet could create a hole
larger than it's diameter, because at the point of impact with
the polymer, would melt it, due to very high speed, rather than
stretching it. This "melting" of the polymer does not
leave any white marks around he hole.
Can anyone see any isometric marks around the hole? Note that
the white which can be seen at the picture is the shining of
the flash because it follows the curvature of the helmet, and
this is clear from the fact that the letter E is shining as well.
Furthermore, did the forensic engineers find blood traces at
the strut, which hypothetically hit Senna's head? Also, from
the picture, why the inside right hand side of the helmet does
not have blood marks, although that the head of the driver felt
on the right after the accident? I cannot answer those questions,
as II cannot answer a dozen more that I have, but I wonder why
those who can, because some people know, don't!
Nevertheless, this "bullet" theory is rather impossible,
since I can't even imagine how difficult is to hit with a weapon
that area, from a considerable distance, with all those vibrations
of the car, at that certain time. But finally, why they do not
tell us what really happened?
This what I know is that Ayrton Senna is still an inspiration
for all of us, and nothing can bring him back. Only memories
and our efforts to be the best on what we do.
Themis
I'm writing to you from France just to say that today I was
in Monaco for the qualifying practice session. I'm 30 years old
and every time I see Formula 1 I always think of Ayrton who was
the best driver of this century and a model for all people.
Leccia

In my opinion Ayrton Senna was a super talented and totally
dedicated to his profession that he gave up his marriage in his
early stages of his career just for the love of going racing.
Yes a lot of people will say that you have got Schumacher, Prost
and Fangio who can all claim this distinction but to be honest
they are great drivers but Senna outshines them all. Ayrton was
a natural driver who wasn't only super quick but was a genius
behind the wheel, making a relatively poor car into a potential
race winner and that doesn't happen anymore. Furthermore Ayrton
drove at a time when the cars had manual hand shift gear changes,
which made them harder to control and handle. If anyone saw the
European GP in 1993 from Donington Park then that will answer
all doubters out there.
Senna was Simply the Greatest.
Sid
2002/07/31
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